Update on the Morais'

So its been awhile since ive just written whats going on in our lives.. As of today Krue is 7 weeks old! I cant believe he will be two months on wednesday! Time is really flying by! Its been a little bit crazy in the morais household... well not really to be honest! Ryan has been unemployed for the last 7 weeks... its had some pros and cons! We will start with the cons... STRESS! is my husband going to have a job next year? Its weird because normally i am the stress ball when it comes to ryan and his job! I would prefer he hang up his boots and get a real job with benefits and a normal schedule but that is not in the cards for ryan at this point in his life. But this year I was extremely calm and never really worried. Deep down i knew that god would provide for us and I had complete trust and faith in the lord... which is weird because i will always say that i do but this year i really did! Although its been stressful that ryan didnt have a job lined up for the 2012 season it was incredibly nice that I had ryan home with me while we adjusted to being parents. So i just got 7 weeks of ryan helping me in middle of the night, changing diapers, being able to go places together and just relax together. AMAZING! We just had a great 7 weeks together learning all about Krue. I know not many dads get that experience and i feel we were blessed to be able to experience parenthood together.

Krue is getting so big! He now is 10 pounds 10 ounces. Growing like a weed! He smiles now which completely melts my heart! The first 6 weeks were really rough. He cried all the time! I mean if he wasnt eating or sleeping he was crying. It was hard to adjust to but now i know what he likes and know him a little better! The crying made it hard for me to adjust to motherhood... i really thought i was prepared for it but i wasnt! Its incredible how much i love my little man. Its true that you dont know or understand true love until you become a mother. Krue is also enjoying tummy time, just kickin, and his bumbo! He is a little small for the bumbo but does enjoy it for a few minutes! Krue does not enjoy bath time or when mom eats lots of dairy! He poops about 8 times a day and toots REALLY loud! I am in love with him! We cant really decide who krue looks like! I think he looks like me! Ryans family agrees! Krue has my nose and ears.. but he has ryans feet, body, mouth! His eyes are still pretty blue! I know they wont change until about 6 months.. but i think they are going to be hazel or gray. Only time will tell! He is amazing and i never knew how much i would be able to love something!

Ryan is doing well... he actually is at Pala right now.. he hasnt been there in 7 weeks.. and hes RIDING! Yes ryan got a job next year... It isnt what we were hoping for but its Gods plan and ryan is really excited to be riding again. He rode today and really liked his bike. Looking forward to an injury free year! This year is going to be a learning year for ryan as he adjust to the 450 and is racing with the big boys! After last year i dont think it can get much worst. We agreed that ryan was just a hot mess last year. We both worked hard to get ryan ready for 2012 mentally and physically. I will be happy if ryan just stays healthy!

I am healed.. i had my 6 week check up last week! I feel much better and my muscle is coming back slowly! I never realized how weak i would be after just sitting all the time. I am starting to get out of the house more and even had a girls dinner with my dear friends amy and janelle last night! Looking forward to starting swim lessons with krue as well as taking him to the mygym. I still have a lot of weight to loose.. but I am starting to feel more comfortable in my body! I am looking forward to going to Colorado next week. Krue and i are going alone.. i am nervous but i am excited to get some time in CO with my parents. I am really looking forward to the holiday season this year.  OH and breaking dawn part 1 of twilight! YUP im a nerd but im excited! Well I think thats it from our home! Better get off the computer and get stuff done while little man is still sleeping!